Back Again, Home Away From Home

Well, it has been 4 days since I've been back in Melbourne, Australia. Since then, I've been like in kinda of a lost state or kinda not feeling secure..... Most possibly cause I don't really have my own house to stay yet at the moment.... So I feel like a lost soul, wondering around, being at places where I don't really belong, with no home to go back too :P..... But I hope all of this will be over soon as I plan to fully move into my new house by the end of February..... by then, I hope I will be full again..... The new house is bigger than I imagined, its quite old but not too old, I like..... What the house now need is to be CLEAN up!!..... I was recommanded by Erin to Tom1's mother, who does cleaning, to clean up my house..... Tom1's mother is a wonderful woman, she really did a good job in cleaning..... Still a lot of work to be done for the house, but time will come eventually when I can finally rest and stay in it..... Well, guess what, I got upgraded to Business Class on my flight back to Melbourne, bless that man at the counter!!..... Well in Business Class, the food is good, the chair is ok, the space is good, the service is good too.... but I didn't get to sleep much though, most possibly cause I was thingking about something and I couldn't really relax myself..... and you know what, the thing is still in my mind now, even though I'm not really thinking about it, it still grasp me constantly but passively..... ya know what, I feel actually feel better being here in Melbourne.... Maybe cause of other work that's on my head that I don't really have time to feel down now.... Well, within this month of February, I hope by the end....... every thing will be settled........

The Last Few Moments..... A Song For You All

LEAVING ON A JETPLANE

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye.
But the dawn is breaking it's early morning
The taxi is waiting, he is blowing his horn
Already I'm so lonesome, I could cry

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you wait for me
Hold me like you never let me go

I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

There is so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go I think of you
Every song I sing I sing for you.
When I come back I wear your wedding-ring *hm, I should perhaps change this part :p*

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you wait for me
Hold me like you never let me go

I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes, and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
I wont have to leave alone, and I
wont have to say:

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you wait for me
Hold me like you never let me go

I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again.
I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again.
I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again.

Oh babe I hate to go.

The Time Has Come......

Here I am alone in front of my father's laptop, with the music in the background.... suiting to my mood..... tonight will be the night I'll be leaving home to another home.... tonight I will leave a world behind and re-enter the other.... can't I have the best of both worlds?!.... but unfortunately life doesn't always work like that.... there will be some people I will surely miss a lot.... though we could not be with each other physically, I hope that we can be with each other virtually as much as possible.... for a relationship is like a bridge, when you introduce yourself to each other, the bridge is built.... as the relationship progresses, the bridge becomes better looking, more beautiful.... though conflicts and misunderstandings are like bad weather that batters the bridge.... if the bridge is strong, it will remain standing and be as strong as ever, if not the brigde will either slowly wear out or collapse in that instant.... do not let your bridge wither, withering bridges are only slowly to be forgotten and cease to exist.... for those I will dearly miss, I really hope to look forward to seeing you again.... for YOU are the one that made a difference in my life, for YOU are the one I will treasure most and for YOU are the one I want the be with more and without YOU, I am missing part of the thread of the fabric of my life.... before I end my what will possibly be the last post entry in KL, I would like to remind all to be more empathic.... life is always a give and take situation..... be more considerate of others, for even if they show a happy face in the exterior, they may be crumbling in the interior.... think of each action you take.... ask yourself, "Is what I am now doing right?!" "What are the consequences to others?" "Am I not being too selfish?!".... so now GOODBYE I say to you people in my this part of the world!! and HELLO to the people in my other world, for I am RETURNING.......

Meeting 3 by 1 and etc......

Midvalley Megamall is where today really started for me..... there I meet up with Jason and two of his friends, (will update this section once I know how to spell their name correctly).... we went for lunch first at Sushi King in Megamall, quite a bang or blow for the wallet but its worth it since it will be a last lunch with new friends before I leave for Melbourne this Monday the 24th of Jan.... we headed for MPH after that.... I got to the Japanese language section to check out some word from the English/Japanese dictionary, then came Jason, then one of his friends and then another, and what did we did there?!..... Well, Jason's friend introduced a book called (which I think is called) Making Out in Japanese.... so the three of them took one copy each and started to randomly take a phrase from the book like "Don't touch ME!!", "Don't F*** with ME!!" or "Harder, Stronger, I'm CUMMING! or F*** You", ALL in Japanese.... after making a few more stops in Megamall, we head on to Sungei Wang.... did what we had to do...... oh.... here's something to mention about too.... while we were in Sungei Wang, Jason wanted to buy a present for a friend of his... so we went around trying to find a perfect gift for her, something different other than a plushy.... then in the end, it came down to crystals.... so I told Jason a few things about crystals, the energy stuff and bla bla bla yadda yadda yadda.... so he choose a good one, and then the girl put the crystal in a place to energize it and when Jason was told to take it from that place.... apparently Jason said that when he held the crystal up to put it in the box, at that brief moment.... he felt as if there was like a cold or a surge of something(couldn't really explain it) through his body, and because of that, he became really curious about these crystals..... myssteriouussssss.... unfortunately Jason and his friend's couldn't stay any longer, I wished they could though and we went back after going to Low Yat Plaza..... when I came back, I got a call from Jian, asking me if I'm free to go out so that he and his sister could treat me a meal.... I got to see another friend(whom I've not seen in a long time) too, Elizabeth..... I found out that she is studying in Melbourne too!!..... another thing to mention about today is.... my left eye keep tearing up, I wonder why..... could it mean something (tell me people!!) or is my body actually crying secretly.... is my body actually secretly crying because I'm leaving KL soon?.... or crying because of the people I'm leaving behind?!.........

A little Christmas in January.........

It snowed today, but I didn't feel cold nor did any snow touched me.... but I saw it.... I saw Santa too and his elves.... but I didn't get any presents..... I went to the North Pole in a train..... but I was in KL all the time..... why?!..... Cause I was actually watching The Polar Express in the new IMAX theatre at Berjaya Times Square..... I have been wanting to watch this movie in IMAX for sometime now, unfortunately nobody wanted to go with me nor did I really had the time yet.... but today was the day where I didn't care anymore if anyone wanted to come along or not!! FOR TODAY IS THE DAY I WATCHED THE POLAR EXPRESS!!..... I've always liked trains when I was a kid, each time when a train was in sight, it was like sighting a rainbow, happiness fills the body as you see the train chugs by..... so this movie was kinda like a treat for me, when the train made its first appearence in the movie, it was wonderful, my favourite scene in the movie.... it made me wanna take a ride in it as well..... as like in the movie "I BELIEVE"..... I don't understand why some of my friends didn't want to watch this movie, The Polar Express is sooo much better compared to The Incredibles, even the aunties sitting in the row behind me couldn't keep quiet of what they're seeing..... though if only the movie screen size is a little bigger, the effects of the movie could be better enhanced..... this IMAX experience however isn't my first, my first IMAX experience was in Sydney, Australia, I including my parents watched Disney's Fantasia 2000, I find that the IMAX theatre in Sydney is bigger than the one here in KL.... well one more place to try, which is Melbourne's IMAX theatre..... The Polar Express is a magical movie to watch and especially if u watch it in IMAX..... so the next time when you're going on a train journey.... "It doesn't matter where the train is going. What matters is deciding to get on" - a line from The Polar Express.....

Another Place Revisited

Today, as said in the title, I revisited a place where I used to go, my ex-tuition center, Pusat Tuition Universal....... After delaying this visit for quite some time today was finally the day I returned to PTU again...... the journey started with lunch at Al-Amal first, a mamak store near where I stay in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia of course *I have yet to find any mamak store in Melbourne, and one that opens 24 hours*....... after that, I headed to PTU which isn't very far away from Al-Amal.... up the stairs I went, and at each step I took, it brings memories.... for such a long time I haven't been on these steps, and each step I took, I ascend up to the first floor, to where the office is...... and in there who I find, is none other than Mr. Lee, the owner of PTU!..... he greeted me with perhaps a look of surprise on his face for today there is a student, a student who even though didn't do very well in his tuition center has returned..... a student who actually took his time to came back and see him..... he invited me into the office and there we then talked about the times that has passed before us, on the events of passed times and times that are yet to come..... and after about an hour or so of our time passed, a handshake, some best wishes and its time to leave PTU..... a place even though not grand nor luxurious, is where I will return again someday and be reminded again of today......

Enclosure

Shut yourself!
Lock your doors!
Latch your windows!
The world is no more!

Love disappears!
Hopes shattered!
Peace no more!
The world is no more!

No longer they hear it!
No longer they feel it!
No longer they want it!
The world is no more!

Walls surround you!
Light avoids you!
Darkness consumes all!
The world is no more!

Keep it to yourself!
Bring it to your grave!
Death ends it!
The world is no more!

Teluk Pulai & Klang..... A Visit

This morning, I got up earlier than usual and headed for Teluk Pulai to visit a friend..... Originally first heading was Teluk Pulai however, while on the Commuter train heading towards Teluk Pulai railway station, there was a power failure on the entire Commuter train network, fortunately, the train I was on had just enough speed to reach Batu Tiga railway station and it is there where they announced that there is a power failure..... it was not until about 40 minutes later that they told all the passengers on the train that the service has been suspended and all passangers can either head to the bus stop to take a bus or find another transportation method..... I then called my friend who I was supposed to meet, Kew..... he then told me to head to Klang and he'll meet me there..... it is later that I found out that the whole of the Peninsular was affected with a power failure..... in Klang, I and Kew went for a late lunch (mainly for me)..... and then headed off to his father's shop..... there we exchanged some files on his laptop, chatted for a while....... then it was time to go..... fortunately the power failure ordeal has ended and I was able to take the train back home since his father's shop is near a railway station..... at the train station, we chatted till the train came and then it was the final farewell, unless if he decides to come to KL to meet me..... and back to KL I was in the train, chugging chugging chugging on the rail line, chugging to the ending of my day out to see a friend of mine who I won't be seeing in a long time.......

Saturday, A Flashback

For this post, we shall now travel back in time.... back to the time that was Saturday, 8th Jan 2005.... why are we travelling back and why am I posting something about Saturday while today is Tuesday?! BECAUSE I SAY SO AND THIS IS MY BLOG!! :P .... Saturday was the day when I went to Nilai again to meet Jason, Jason Lee..... I went there earlier this time cause of some certain work we had to do (and no its NOT sex u perverted ^$%&&%@#$).... I arrived at his place feeling sleepy cause that morning I woke up early for no reason, was supposed to make passport but it wasn't the right day.... so at his place we ate, we played (NO! still not sex), we watched (NOT porn either), gave him a present..... Then I slept (NO advantage taking scene!)..... then he slept.... then we had dinner and I went back..... and after that day, I learned a few things, a few more things about Jason, the place he stays, about the busses there, the train to there etc etc.... everyday is a learning day, and with each thing u learned, it will be useful for future reference, how u use the reference is up to you but do not misuse it for it will return.............. so thanx again Jason for having me there, it is fun to be with u and fun is what we should look forward to more............

Looking Back...... MY past journals/blog from Hi5

See You Can, Touch You Not (8th Jan 2005)

What if someday you saw,
Saw a person who you would want to,
Want to spend your life with,
Be with till the end of time,
Your one true love.

So near yet so far,
Though both of you,
Friends you are,
But lovers you are not.

Your love to him/her/it,
Only one way it is,
Every affection given,
Cannot be returned.

Yet you continue,
Continue but for what?!
For your love to be returned?
For your love to be known?
To love and be loved in return?

Till the time comes,
May the love come,
May the love return,
May the love blossom,
And ends all waiting...........

The Night Which Is Morning (3rd Jan 2005)

Psyhun's log..... date 3rd January 2005, time 5.37pm (Malaysian Time)......... This morning's event will be kinda odd to a few, well it all started with just a message on MSN, and from the result of the message I was with my senior in a car, going around the city in the wee hours of the morning, about 3am+....... WHAT THE HELL WERE WE DOING?! WHY AREN'T U GUYS SLEEPING?! ARE U INSANE!!?..... we were just in the car, my senior driving, and we went for a short drive around the city and some chat after having supper........ why aren't we sleeping, we don't really know, though we were yawning, we just didn't yearn to sleep, could we be vampires?!....... insane, probably yes by our parents standards....... well, I at least I got a view of what happens in the city I live in for almost all of my life in the early early hours of the morning - the cleaners were sweeping the street, some people have just arrived in the bus station, buildings are in minimum lighting condition, almost everything is closed, traffic is at the absolute minimum, taxi drivers waiting for a few customers and yes, u do see some people whose motto is "Its a business doing pleasure with you!"......... well, in the end, I didn't sleep till it was almost 5.30am, but it was fun, I got to traverse into The Night Which Is Morning......... end log 6pm (Malaysian Time)..........

Another Year Gone Like Yesterday (1st Jan 2005)

Psyhun's log..... date 1st Jan 2005....... time 11.25pm (Malaysian time)............ my first journal at home, at the beginning of the year, and at almost the end of the day......... new year's eve past to new year in a blink of an eye, just like any other day passed by, just like any other time that slipped away like sands in an hourglass............. my new year's eve was spent with friends and my new year day is ended with friends..... I'm happy cause I got to spend the new year with a person I really like to be with a person that I want to know better, a person who weaves another thread of my life like all the other people I know....... New Year's Eve of 2005 wasn't celebated with a BANG here in Malaysia bacause of the tsunami tragedies...... though it didn't stop some people going to the city center to have a little fun...... though we are saddened by the tragedies, life goes on, the new year will come, the dead will stay dead, and on we must grow to embrace life.......... thought some may not care, some day or some life the equilavent event will happen to us, don't say we know nothing, cause each event will touch us in some way........ a balance to everything......... till then, a happy new year to you people and many happy times in the future........ end log 11.57pm (Malaysian time)...........


PS: I will only post this much cause going too far back will make this post tooo long...... if you're interested in the post further back than this, go to my Hi5 page then........ don't forget to comment too ya......

First and foremost.......

It was just a matter of time of when I am gonna start a blog place of my own..... and this place www.blogger.com provides me with that opportunity, for a HTML illiterate person..... I used to blog or as u can say write my journal on Hi5 (www.hi5.com), but today is the day where I will take my blogging or journals to another step! HERE!!.... Soon I'll be posting my past journals on Hi5 here as well.... I don't know why I exactly do I want to post what I think or what I did here for thousands or millions of people to see.... perhaps I want to gain recognition or perhaps I just wanted some one to know (sounds like a line from The Ring :P )..... lets just hope I don't fail continue this blogging....... a time will perhaps come when I will stop (maybe when I'm dead)...... or maybe I could share this place with some one else....... anyone interested?!

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