The Beginning & The Aftermath........

If you've noticed.... this blog entry was made at 6.44am...... so why the hell am I up so early?!..... Well...... my sleeping habit has gone clonk/boing/whack/etc etc, compared to what people will usually be called normal....... why?...... Well the first reason is... GUILD WARS... this online RPG has really got me addicted to it.... luckily the addiction started during the holidays not the beginning of the Uni semester or I would be in the full effect of the addiction..... full effect of the addiction --> constantly thinking about it and craving for it, everything else is either irrelevant or just secondary objectives....... Next reason.... hunger, yeap, being hungry doesn't help me to sleep..... sometimes I do fall back asleep but of course, at times, I give in to the temptation.....

Well, semester 2 has started..... hopefully.... this semester doesn't become as SHITTY as the first one..... I've told a few people I know, if there is a chance for me to redo semester 1, I would do it..... unfortunately, time and events cannot be turned back..... or can it?! ..... the damages from Semester 1 is already done and I don't need more coming from Semester 2..... the damages have to be fixed, but fixing it will not be easy for there are still consequences to be faced from the damages...

From where I last left you.... a battle was taking place.... the battle within myself.... though the battle has started long before then.... there are times when it become more intense and that was one of those times..... the battle has died down now but it is not over..... it may never be...... playing Guild Wars has helped me distract myself and thus helping to diffuse the tense situation of the battle.... but at times..... it does seep into my mind again..... all bad things tend to do that.... it seeps into you whenever there's a gap or chance for it to..... of course in every battle.... changes tend to happen, either for the good or the bad.... that's why battles happens in the first place..... to change!!!..... and changes there are..... permenant or temporary.....

However, in the end..... those that have happened will happen again..... for the past never really leaves us.......